Look at the time. OMG!It's 2:04 in the morning right now :/ Yeah, I can't sleep right now. I'm pretty sure that it isn't because I'm watching Criminal Minds because that is actually kind of calming me down. I really want to be able to sleep again, but for some dumb reason I can't sleep--Well, I know why, but for some reason I don't really feel like telling the whole long story about my relationship problems. I know I've told you all of this stuff before, but today I'm feeling kind of sheepish about all of the romance crap. I don't really know what to say about all of this, but I kind of want to be able to figure all of this out before I explode. I wish I knew the answer to everything. I know that isn't possible, but obviously I still want it. There is so much crap going on my life, and I'm warning you not to get too involved because sometimes it can really get on someone's nerves when they listen to me for too long. Too long being, maybe even as short as five minutes. Well I think I'm going to be up all night so I mightaswell right as much as I can while I'm up even if it's just rambling. Lots of things have really surprised me lately, about certain people and the amazing advice that they give. Spencer Reed is so confusing in all of his talking about science geeky stuff... I LOVE it. I'm so tired right now, but it's really funny because I'm so tired I actually understand what he's talking about. I would LOVE to meet him a lot, and I promise I'm going to marry a guy just like him. This episode is so creepy... but I LOVE IT! This woman is so insane... Wow, I'm being random. I just want to get to bed. I've tried to just fall asleep, but it doesn't really work. I'm a little bit annoyed with all of this concentrating I'm doing in the middle of this morning when I should be getting my beauty sleep. But there is so much stress going on and I have no idea how to deal with it, so I just decided I would blog about it, even if it took me three hours. I wish I could smile for real instead of just fake. I know I may seem depressed all the time, but I guess that's kind of what you got into when you started reading this. I just hope you get out of everything before I get too deep into my complaining... That is, unless you like hearing all about my problems with I completely don't mind. There is so much drama here, that I don't really know what to do. I guess at some time I really will get it all figured out.
Love you... I'm going to go now!
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