Sleeping Meds, Anybody?

Well, sleep has not fallen yet, as you may be aware by my typing another post at this early hour. I know it's only been an hour or so since I last posted, but I've still got a lot on my mind even if it doesn't really make sense to me at the moment right now. So, I've turned on another Criminal Minds that I am already deeply caught up into even though it just barely started. The only problem is all of the freakin' commercials. I am so tired of life right now. I'm not really speaking of doing anything dangerous, I wish I could just hibernate like a bear. You know, escape from the world for awhile. This show is so easy for me to figure out. Like when I just barely start watching it I can already tell who the criminal is. Even before the show tells you that's who it is. Wow... Sometimes the criminals on these shows happen to be so adorable!!!! And the victims. Like on the CSI I was watching before the guy that died was adorable. He was a very bad guy... but usually the guy that is the most horrible are the ones that you seem to like the most. This guy... Now, he's a babe. His name is Brandon, and he's kind of the bad boy type, but I love him. Maybe it's because he reminds me of this certain guy that I used to--and maybe still do like. Ooh... This is exciting... a Boyfriend and a Girlfriend.... alone. What is going on here? Ooh, he just got dissed. No more girlfriend for him! Sorry about my rambling on right now, I've just got a lot to figure out and sometimes rambling acutally helps me clear my head. Even though sometimes it just stresses me out. I'm thinking maybe I should try to get some sleep, but I'm too scared to even try in fear of having another nightmare about death or someone special dying. This is just a little bit too dramatic for me. I'm really in need of a long hibernation. Or... better yet, I could get some lavender flavored bath scent and maybe some mint, and eat some chocolate. Anybody want to give me some? I'd really appreciate it. I'll probably write more in an hour or so...
Till THEN....
Emma