Happy Happy Happy!

Well, I'm not really in a bad mood today, so I'm going to write about how amazing life is. I think I swallowed some really happy air that happens to be making me float on a cloud here. Just being in his presence is making me amazing. I'm not sitting right next to him right now, but I can sense how close he is. I'm so happy right now, that I'm not even hungry even though it's lunch. I think my love for him will keep me full. Either that, or I ate a ton of dinner last night, but I think I'll stick with the whole love thing. Every freakin' time I look at him I have to smile because of how amazing he is. He's so amazing that I'm a little bit jealous of how amazing he is. He makes me smile, laugh, at everything he does. He makes me want to sing with joy. Whenever I'm near him I feel warm and fuzzy inside, maybe it's just part of being in love. I was looking at every picture of every famous actor that I am currently in love with, and they all have something in common with him like dark eyes, dark hair. In one word, he's beautiful, and he's not afraid to admit it. Some people can't believe I'm in love at this age, but to tell you the truth, now, I have no doubt. For one, he's still talking to me and I'm pretty sure he knows, and may or may not be reading this right now. If you are, just know this, I love you so much, and no-one, like my letter says could ever feel how strongly I do.
Honestly, when I thought I was in love before, I haven't been. I think I just believed I was because it helped pass the time, and made me feel happy even if it was just for a little while. No offense to all of those boys, they did make me happy--well, actually, that one didn't, but honestly, he doesn't matter anymore. I am so happy right now, I don't care about anything else except for the very reason for my happiness. I completely understand that people may think I'm crazy, but I'm not acting to impress anybody else. I'm acting for me, myself and I and nobody else. Hear that? I really don't care what other people think of me because as Eleanor Roosevelt said: No one can make me feel inferior without my consent.
I've made that simple line one of my biggest mottos, because it's true. No one can make you feel anything without your approval. I certainly didn't believe that all the time, because at one point I went home crying every day because of what somebody had said to me. Now, I don't really care.
I think it's really funny how one different thing can change your whole opinion on a matter. Recently, mbity crush has been interacting and flirting a lot more than he used to be. I feel like we are growing closer every day. I AM SO HAPPY!
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Emma Susan Tibbitts!!!!!!
























YAYA!!!!!!!